July 8, 2009
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I am having a most fabulous day. Last night I spent $70 at hottpic.com and that was after I got a $20 discount.. yay promo codes. So retail therapy totally helped me feel better. I love my new bikini (http://twitpic.com/9py7q). It has a fucking hootie hoo owl on it and I adore it. I feel really comfortable in it too which is good for my ego. My selfesteem has been really low lately due to some dramatics in my life but things are good now.
I’ve gone back into full induction atkins again. I want the weight to be gone, I’m just flat out over this crap. I don’t think I’m fat. I’m sure I look fine. But 155 is a far cry from the 130 I was a year ago. I want it back. NAO.
Luke came up and ate lunch while I tanned today before he went to work. It was fun. I like having people hang out with me at my house. It’s not so terrible. My dad is doing massive remodeling type stuff on the outside.. like he fucking built a deck in two days and has garden fever. I like it. 🙂